It's surprisingly warm up here

Willingly trapped inside
I'm a man on a train
falling and suffocating
dangling on a chain
This train's not going where I want to go but
You see I have to fall in you
No hope fighting all this blue
You're the pain in my bowels
but without you then it's everybody else
Willingly trapped outside
I'm a man with half a brain
All I do is scream and sink
be a self-devouring mass
Falling in you
sinking deeper
fighting to
get me nearer
dying to
get you to hear me
for you to see me
yelling louder
falling faster
you can’t hear me
you won’t see me
nothing there
you’re still asleep
without a care
I’m dying for you
dying in you
And you are me.